SMK Abdullah II

i got posted to semporna.. luckily the school dekat2 town saja.. i knew it since last week. the first time i knew, i was so shocked and sad! obviously! huhuhu... hari ni sangat penat.. bangun jam 4 and kena ke Donggongon melapor diri.. sangat terkejut sbb we were expected to report on duty hari ini jugak (13/07). but i have decided to report on 15/07. huhuhu.. tomoro is my dad's and nephew's haiqal birthday. so so sad! so sad to leave them, i mean my family, my home.. and all of the surroundings here...

how can i survive in semporna? i never been there.. i never been to pantai timur... bertuahnya ada seorang kawan chat yang mengajar di sekolah yang sama.. dia yang mengatur rumah sewa sementara aku di sana... dia yang memberi kata2 semangat mengenai sekolah tu... malam ni aku langsung tidak mahu sentuh apa2 barang, i mean packing... tomoro i'll call the school principle asking if i can report on 15 or 16 july since i am too far far away from semporna.. huhu.. sedeyy lak..

my feelings? all of sudden i miss being a student! those days i ever wished if i can go to work.. but i no longer have the feelings ba.. i rasa tidak mau kerja.. i just cant believe now i'm working! i was being pampered while studying. i dont know whether i can survive teaching there. i dont know the culture. i know nothing about life in that place...

how can i motivate myself? how? i am so sad watching my honeymoon is over. susahnya mau hidup senang-lenang begini lagi.. i will miss this moment forever and ever. semoga aku tabah dalam mengharungi liku2 hidup di sana.. percaya diri.. u can do that YAN! hehe..