There are still good people

last nite for the first time since i was here, i went out with one of the local teacher here. actually she was not from this town, when i said local means she was from nearby hometown. we were so hungry and i did not eat from morning. tiada satu biji nasi pun masuk dalam perut. so, the she asked me if we wanted to go out, then i agreed plus i want to buy several things.

here, they dont have good public transportation which means no bus or taxi if we want to go to town or whatsoever. so, the only transportation that we have is 'pirate transportation'. which means, any car that stop in front of you will take you to the town. pirate car ni pun byk and kena be careful because not all of them are really pirate car. favourite customers are women since they can culik or whatsoever. u know what i mean.

i am so so sooo scared being here. mau keluar pun takut2.. but i didnt have the choice last nite. lain la if i have a car then i can go by myself if really terdesak. better have someone to accompany you. luckily last nite, there was a couple of old man and woman, they stopped us and brought us to the town. kebetulan diorang pun mau makan and we ate together in the same table in the same restaurant. this pakcik makcik siap belanja kami makan lagi.

baik la pakcik makcik ni, sbb dia ckp dia risau tgk kami 2 org perempuan keluar malam2.. terus dia teringat anak2 dia... dia nasihat kami supaya jgn selalu keluar makan.. untung masih ada manusia baik di luar sana.. kalau orang lain yang kasi tumpang kami semalam, teruklah! alhamdulillah... =)

entry aku skrg ni lebih banyak berkisar mengenai hal2 peribadi.. sbb i dont have any channel to salurkan semua ini.. not all can understand and carefully listen to what i have gone through here. deep down inside my heart, if i was given a choice, i dont want to be here. i hope my uncle will help me go out from this place. it's not that i dont like it here, but there are so many things...