... it's what I feel

lately, i have no strength to go to work, to teach, to do anything... i've been thinking about the transfer. i dunno whether i have a luck or not. i have to try my best dis time. those days, i was too confident that i will be posted in my hometown. i was not too shocked when i received the posting letter because i knew about it beforehand. thanks to shima's dad! at least i was mentally prepared that time.but now, when the same thing happen again, i just dunno what to think and how to feel. i am so afraid that i will get the same result.

last-last week, when i went to Tawau with Stella, Natta, and Rohaya, i met Felly my senior. she said that dia pun apply pindah and hope that she could transfer back to KK. i was also hoping about the same thing. being here  to me is not as challenging as in KK. not to say that i am willing to be burdened by all the tasks and responsibilities like teachers in KK but at least they are open to any opportunities, experiences as well as knowledge. 

kalau pun tidak ada rezeki, i believe that next time i will be transfered too... but i just dunno when... it's all depend on the efforts that we put, lepas tu tawakal.. the most important thing is we dont forget to pray to ALLAH. HE listens to us. insyaALLAH...

*iklan*** eh, menyampah plak tgk Diary AF8 ni... pindah cenel jap.... okeh, Disney Channel should be okay!***

where was i? oh... the posting thingy! everyone who reads this entry, i hope you pray for me so that i can get what i wish for... thank you. ^____^

and now i was not too busy since i am here, hehe.. i haveto prepare for the engagement. to be precise, we haven't set the exact date. what we know is, we will do it after my sister's wedding. which is after 06/06/10. so the week after this week is supposed to be our engagement day... it's somewhere around that la...

the baju tunang is bought by my future. it's a green outfit. my mom said that it was a nice choice. thanks to my future. you always know what i want. for baju nikah, i choose cream colour. the pattern was okay. but it would be nice if the lace can cover the whole body. i will think about that.

i need to go back to my hometown for fitting session. when? i dunno when. ahh, i shud get my nap now. that's all for now... thanks for reading! daaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~